#216

idk if anyone is still read/visit this blog but if u still, thank you. i'm sorry that i didn't update much, there's not many interesting stuffs to show. these days i have been thinking how do i get so inactive on media social. my sisters asked me a few times if i'm still using my instagram or not lol since i didn't upload so much now. at first i started to spend less time on twitter because i'm so busy with studies. i did realize that i no longer spend my times scrolling twitter, there's also times that i rarely check on my whatsapp.

and i wanna say sorry to anyone who felt like there's a huge distant between us. i'm sad thinking how i felt like i no longer have friends, by this i mean friends that i really contact often. when i see everyone been hanging out i feel like i'm no one. sometimes when people wanted to meet me, it's not because i don't want but since i have no one around me (in my uni) it's hard for me to go anywhere, i usually did for the sake of myself not meeting anyone /hehe/. there's also times when yall pick places that's too far from me and i'm shy to ask for anyone to help sending me or smtg. so the only choices is public trans but i also have to reconsider the timing. i'm also sad that just because i'm no longer active on social media, some people act like i'm also not on whatsapp :( i would love to text anyone randomly but our conversation will be so bored, i have nothing to tell. my life is so boring now. but if u wanna share stuffs about makeup, fashion lmao hit me up!

do u guys think i changed? i feel like i did.