#30

*this is me in le' class 408 , im sick of how's my life here*

Assalamualaikum and hi ! I'm home , yes . Hm but as usual 3 days or I think its 2 days of being at home is not enough :( I miss how I get enough rest like I used to have before . My life there was terribly horrible and tiring . Idk how it goes on fasting month . I keep complaining about that place and mama keep saying "Takpe , sekejap je lagi" or "Nasib baik setahun lebih je" (and I feel like crying ugh) My study , sangat teruk . I failed 3 subjects :( And I didn't go to math mode repeat test , lol because I balik bermalam okay ! And I have to crawl back to get A or target lulus je for graduate . K I hate this system , hmm .

Wahai hati , jiwa dan ragaku , bersabarlah dan teruskan melangkah . Allah knew the best for you .
For the sake of Allah , family and my future , insyaAllah . I will hold on tight and keep moving forward .

And I'll be back to maktab by this morning and whats hurt the most is I still didn't get enough sleep or rest . Blerghhh , tough 2 years (almost) I'll be facing . Pray for me , guys ! I miss Tenth , though . Hm k .

Stay strong and keep trying.