Hello, first of all Happy Eid!
I'm coming back here just to inform that I have a long overdue post to update so I'm just gonna drop off to show that I'm not neglecting what I've said before. I still haven't got the right time to write a worthy-of-reading post. I had it on reminder for like 3 weeks ago. At first I thought I'm going to make it but then I don't have an internet connection on the day that I am supposed to update. Now that I am home, I'm trying to not turn on my laptop and sit with my family. I sneak in to update since they're watching a hindustan movie that I'm not interested to watch lol. Anyway, I promise I'll write one very soon! Also did you realize that my chat box is gone... I honestly don't know where it goes and I'm not sure if I need to make a new one since I don't remember the id for that one tho. Heh, bye.

Happy 23rd Ramadhan! After so long I'm finally going to take some time to write again. It's not that I'm bored of blogging, it's not that I don't have any idea but I feel like I am still lacking a lot. Often, I don't like what I wrote then I revert it to draft. My life hasn't been any interesting either. Even when there's some significant things happen, I don't know how to write it.. I'm just that bad in expressing my thoughts. I used to be so carefree, no worries, I wrote everything I want but as I grow up it just hit me that there's so many details to look over. I became anxious, sometimes I'm pretty sure no one reads but if I don't like it then that's it I'll discard haha but you know what, lets improve this.

Lets start over.

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idk if anyone is still read/visit this blog but if u still, thank you. i'm sorry that i didn't update much, there's not many interesting stuffs to show. these days i have been thinking how do i get so inactive on media social. my sisters asked me a few times if i'm still using my instagram or not lol since i didn't upload so much now. at first i started to spend less time on twitter because i'm so busy with studies. i did realize that i no longer spend my times scrolling twitter, there's also times that i rarely check on my whatsapp.

and i wanna say sorry to anyone who felt like there's a huge distant between us. i'm sad thinking how i felt like i no longer have friends, by this i mean friends that i really contact often. when i see everyone been hanging out i feel like i'm no one. sometimes when people wanted to meet me, it's not because i don't want but since i have no one around me (in my uni) it's hard for me to go anywhere, i usually did for the sake of myself not meeting anyone /hehe/. there's also times when yall pick places that's too far from me and i'm shy to ask for anyone to help sending me or smtg. so the only choices is public trans but i also have to reconsider the timing. i'm also sad that just because i'm no longer active on social media, some people act like i'm also not on whatsapp :( i would love to text anyone randomly but our conversation will be so bored, i have nothing to tell. my life is so boring now. but if u wanna share stuffs about makeup, fashion lmao hit me up!

do u guys think i changed? i feel like i did.